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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2007|04:45 pm]
darkest_deeds
[Current Location |Office]
[mood |determineddetermined]
[music |Slayer, Dead Skin Mask]

My, a whole year since my last post. A big update soon, i promise!!!
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Update! [Mar. 29th, 2006|07:15 pm]
darkest_deeds
[mood |happyvery happy!]
[music |The Psychedelic Furs, Pretty In Pink]

Sorry i haven't updated in a while, i've been so busy recently. We did eventually get the keys to the house about two weeks after i last posted. There was a problem higher up in the chain. We are so glad it is finally ours! About two weeks after we got the keys i had a kitchen designer come round as the kitchen is one of the most important rooms in the house to me. As J knows, i love cooking and always like to make sure J's tea is on the table for when he gets in from work. Anyway, we ordered a gorgeous kitchen only to cancel it a week later as we found a better one at Magnet. (Cheaper too)It has a big range oven with five burners at the top. A big one in the middle for my wok! It has chrome kick plates. When it has been fitted i will post some pics!

On Saturday, i took J to TGI Fridays. He'd never been before and loved it. The cocktails are great!

On Sunday i met up with my sister and took mum to Jar Bar for lunch. J drove us so we could drink. My sister Lianne and I decided to go straight onto the cocktails. She had a Cosmo, i had midori pash and i got my mum a smirnoff ice. We ordered some food after J went home and i went for more cocktails. My mum decided she would have one too so i gave her the menu to choose. She ended up ordering a screaming muff dive. The barman was new so i thought i'd call it a screaming dive as i didn't want to embarrass him only the manager was walking past at the time. He shouted out 'It's ok, you can call it by it's name, A SCREAMING MUFF DIVE' I thought the barman was going to die of embarrassment! My sister and i cracked up laughing. We went to number 15s after the meal for more drinks and to relax. The decor is great in there, i'd love to have my house like that. After thinking to myself that i felt a bit wobbly i rang J to pick me up as we had to go to Burton for J's mum. We took flowers and a plant and called in on Elaine and Dunk while we were down there.

The tickets that i got for J and Matt arrived yesterday. Matt still doesn't know he and J are going to see Fear Factory on Sunday.I told Emma and she isn't going to tell him so it will be a suprise.

J and i are going to see Sisters with Big J. That should be fun. I have also got us some Disturbed tickets.

On the weekend we need to go and choose a bathroom suite. It's got to have a corner bath! I forgot where i bought my bathroom for my old house.

My ex-fiance came into the club on Saturday. He started talking to me as though we were the best of friends. Cheeky bastard. After all he did i'd prefer him not to talk to me. I didn't get as much money from the house as i ought to of done but i just wanted rid of it to be honest.
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Another year over! [Jan. 16th, 2006|06:06 pm]
darkest_deeds
[mood |scaredscared]
[music |The Mission]

I have mixed feelings over 2005.

My health wasn't as good as i'd thought although i am doing much better now. I am managing the diabetes much better and my ferratin levels are down to 1700. The hospital have also prescribed me some pills to stabilise my hormones meaning my hair is returning to normal, the risk to my bones is decreasing and i can finish growing. i have noticed i have grown a little taller and my boobs are growing bigger.

The best thing about 2005 was the start of a new, very special relationship. It is going really well. It's been nearly a year now. I have also made lots of new friends. Luke, Matt, Emma and the rest of the 'family' to name some.

Lets hope this year is even better!

A few bits of bad news though.

On thursday, i went to the hospital as usual. (I have to go to the hospital every Thursday for a venesection which is having a pint of blood taken) Afterwards i always feel unwell. Dizzy and a sickly feeling. I have to get a taxi home even though under normal circumstances, i could easily walk as i don't live far from the hospital.

I was very pleased that my ferratin is down from over 6000 (It should be 40) to 1700....Still a long way to go.

Whilst at the clinic, Dr Hudson explained that my consultant at St. James hospital in Leeds had got in touch. Since through the biopsy, they found substantial damage, i will have to have scans every 6 months. He also mentioned another test that will have to be done and kept up regularly. He explained it in medical
jargon. After the tests i asked what it meant and what they were looking for. Cancer. Very scary indeed. I didn't really hear what he said after that. Trying not to burst into tears, i nodded at what he was saying and got a taxi straight home.

J was upset when i told him. I wasn't going to at first since all he has been through, i knew it would upset him but i really need the support myself...not meaning to sound selfish. I'm not sure when i get the results but i will ask on Thursday.

On Friday, J and I went to have a look at sofas for the new house. We bought a lovely leather suite. The solicitor rang and told me that the completion date is Friday! WE CAN'T WAIT! It is a lovely three bed-roomed house. Two of the bedrooms have fitted wardrobes, we also have a store room, out-house and shed. We can't wait to start decorating. I am going to completely redo the bathroom with new suite and everything.

I sent off the paperwork for the sale of my house. The money should come through soon which will be handy as i want to put a new fitted kitchen in too.


There are going to be a lot of changes at Cuba soon. A lot of improvements too.

I have made a few resolutions for this year.

1. Give up smoking. I hear Lady_Lucciola is doing very well!

2. Look after myself better, trying even harder with the diabetes. I will be inviting Lady_Lucciola over. We could try the supermarket tour where they show us the sort of food suitable for us and we can also cook together and try out different menu we should stick to. I also would like to start baking more often and we could bake cakes that we can actually eat! That should be fun as Molly can help too!

I will also be more regular with my journal.
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(no subject) [Dec. 12th, 2005|09:26 pm]
darkest_deeds
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |Arch Enemy]

Been really busy since i last updated. Nearly done all my Christmas shopping now. Just a few more bits to get. Wait till J opens his!

I can't wait till tonight as we are going to see Arch Enemy at Manchester Academy 2. We are taking Sarah from work. Think i will be sensible and wear my New Rocks. Been wearing my big heels a lot recently.

Quiet night at work on Saturday night. Sunday we went to Burton to see J's family. We didn't tell them so it was a wonderful suprise as they hadn't seen him for ages. We are going back on Sunday for some dinner and to drop all the cards off.

Looking forward to Christmas day. We are going to the Percival house for Christmas dinner. Get to spend some time playing with Molly!
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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2005|11:45 pm]
darkest_deeds
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Arch Enemy]

I would like to welcome necromancer_jdm to live journal!
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Pets [Dec. 3rd, 2005|07:57 pm]
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[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Arch Enemy]


adopt your own virtual pet!








adopt your own virtual pet!





adopt your own virtual pet!



I just helped Lucciola to decrease the number of animals and achranids needing loving homes

Please help and adopt one today!!!!
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2005|07:50 pm]
darkest_deeds
[mood |coldcold]
[music |Ministry]

We went out to celebrate last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2005|09:46 pm]
darkest_deeds
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |SOAD]

Not updated in a while!

Everything is going well with the house, We will have the keys in a couple of weeks. We are so exited! a couple of weeks ago while J was at work, i decided to go through the stuff he had that came from his old house. He has so many aircraft books! I threw out quite a bit of stuff as we both want everything new in our house. I also found other intresting things! Was just going to throw them but thought i'd show him.

On Wednesday, J came home from work with a massive bouquet of lilys and roses for me. They are so gorgeous and smell lovely!

Got another appointment at the hospital soon. I'm glad they are getting everything done quickly.

Last night we went to the nags and met Vinnie, Pete and one of J's old workfriends and his girlfriend. We went over to Cuba and had lots of JDs. We ended up quite drunkard! We went back to J's old workmates house afterwards and got a taxi from there. Not really got anything more exiting to say so i will leave it there!
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2005|07:52 pm]
darkest_deeds
[mood |relievedExited]
[music |Skid Row, Big Guns]

Finally! Today i got my follow up appointment with Dr Wai at the hospital. I have got to go in on Tuesday for 5 hours for more tests. I have been waiting since last time i had these done. This time they are doing more complex tests to see what the extent of the damage is so they know for definate how to treat me.

I am really looking forward to Saturday and Sunday. Saturday J and i are Joining the P family and extended members at Rockworld. It will be heaps of fun! Just got to confirm J can get cover.

Sunday we are going back (Unless we stay in a hotel Saturday night) for the Damnation Festival. Anyone is welcome to join us. Tickets are £13.00 plus booking fee. They have a great band list including-

Raging Speedhorn
Gorerotted
Entombed
Gutworm
Conquest of Steel
Mercury Rain
Nailed
Dawn of Chaos
Sikth
Charger
FourWayKill
The Inbreds
Forever Never
Allerjen
Amends to the Dead

For more info look up jilly's Rockworld!
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2005|12:30 am]
darkest_deeds
[mood |hyperhyper]
[music |Type o Negative]

Very Goth
You scored 72!
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You scored higher than 90% on gothies
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